I Find Myself Lost In You..

• Why do I LOVE you...What do I miss... To answer you...Many reasons... and many things...I have some "I'm bored" time so here it goes..
  
  
  
  
  Stories in your eyes
  softness you can have in your touch
  your smile
  your silly laugh
  your loud morning "arg"
  your drunken "I love u's"
  wrestling with you in the morning
  your snore "which is very loud I might add"
  your schedualized lists
  your hand prints on my butt..LOL
  the way you laid your hand on my leg in the car
  when you called me sweetness
  sitting in a tree stand getting drunk
  waking you up.......
  being woken up........
  long talks in the jacuzi
  my toothbrush next to yours and how we thought of the same thing that night in Orlando..
  The day we went to the Base and what happened on the way home..
  holding your hand..
  watching you when you read on the beach
  the way you pushed my hair out of my face
  the way you wouldn't let me get off of the phone without smooching you a kiss
  when you said you couldn't wait to have me in your arms
  the first time you looked me in the eyes and told me I was special
  your lips..
  your anger''
  your happiness..
  your frustrations..
  your grief..
  your love for your family..
  your honor
  the way you hold your pizza..
  the look on your face when I picked on you..
  how proud you seem to stand in your uniform
  your droopy left brow..
  your happy trail..
  your mind
  the way you danced with me at peabodies..
  the tear I secretly saw when you left..
  the heart you have waiting to emerge..
  the way you yelled at puddy...
  how you always worried
  how you didn't care
  leaning over and kissing me after saying "do you remember how good this feels"
  your "I miss you messages" on my phone
  when you sent me flowers even though you were busy
  how you looked at me and said "what are you thinking about?"
  how you held me
  when you rushed me at restaurants
  doing shots of that lemon stuff...ugh
  getting way to much sushi..and not finishing
  sitting with you on the beach at Fort De Soto
  the way your skin smells
  the way you taste
  tobacco in your teeth
  your will and drive to succeed
  your power
  your weaknesses
  your faith
  your hopes
  your dreams
  the way you rested your head on my chest
  the way you grabbed me and pulled me closer at night
  your odd choice in movies
  4th of July when you told me you have always wanted to do that
  seeing you on web cam
  your sense of humor
  your ego trips
  the way you opened the door for me
  the childlike glow you have when we were at your grandma's
  your excitement
  your color coordinated closet
  the way you told me you hated the soap in the soap dish
  the feeling I felt the moment I saw you when you got home from Alaska
  the sorrow I felt when you left for New Jersey
  the way you always rushed me
  your big fat round toes
  putting nailpolish on your chiggers
  how happy you were to serve your country
  your respect
  the way you would ask me to come see you when you were in Sarasota
  looking at the moon on the side of the highway..
  
  
  I NOT ONLY LOVE YOU FOR WHO YOU ARE AND ALL OF THE ABOVE..BUT ALSO FOR HOW I FEEL AND WHO I AM WHEN I AM WITH YOU.. I love you for your imperfections and your flaws..I love you because you are a one-of-a-kind you..at your best or at your worst..I love you..
  
  
  There are many more things I miss and love but it hurts to much to go on..I hope this answers your question..
  
  
  ~Jasmine Jade~